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First of all - I'd love to thank those who commented my last journal

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I put my Wii and games on auctions.
Dla zainteresowanych ->
Moje Aukcje na Allegro***
I really want to open
[digital only] commissions, seriously. I know most of You are now like "oh no, not this shit again".
Since I can't find any art related job
[everyone's looking for web designers with good knowledge of coding/Flash, which I don't know so well. Besides the fact I just don't like the way site's are designed nowadays, but it's just me], and would just help me get money for own needs.
But I'm not so optimistic, since stuff I'm drawing isn't something people just "hang up on their walls".
Which also makes me trouble to set prices. Like -
people are having "chibi commissions" or different prices for one character without background, different prices with background/with additional character - I've never been doing things like this, so I'm somehow limited. But, I hope I can manage it. Somehow.
Firts of all, I have to draw some examples of such works [chibi, etc.] for people. But I have to manage few other things first, before I'll be able to draw anything x_x I've been drawing such stuff before I joined dA, so I don't think it will be so huge problem for me to do it again.
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I'm going to Blind Guardian's concert on Tuesday. I.can't.wait @_@
Take Care.
Unfortunately, I'm sucking at replying comments.
It's very hard to get job here, competition is enormous [and I've never been good at competitions]. Those who once got job, won't let it go, and publishers don't have additional vacancies.
Well, at last I decided to open commissions, but since I'm pessimist...
I can't just sit with knowledge it's my free time - I need some schelude to have motivation to draw or do anything else.
I'm giving myself time 'till end of semester and I'm going to work at mcdonalds, some market or another place where I don't belong and will suck at.
Mostly because I'm getting really nervous when it comes to money - fact of having money or anything with written value on it, in my hands makes me have like two 1 rolls on d20, if You got what I mean. Anyway, I'm just dumb when it comes to math, and probability I'll get any job is the biggest in local mcdonalds restaurant...
Don't get me wrong - leaving Poland would be the very last thing I'd do to find job. I don't know, I even hate concept of leaving home just because of job. Besides the fact I'd never manage to get there - I'm affraid to death of flying - I'll never get on board, at last without having panic attack somewhere while getting in
For sure I'll keep looking for something. Right now [for over year] I'm doing satiric pictures for local newspaper, but that's something I even can't count as my incomes...
I really hope someone will commission me here... [no, but please, don't take it as I'm asking You to, or something. I'm just really worried and I'm thinking a lot about it]
The main thing is you need to work bloody hard to succeed in life you just need to keep positive, everything will work out in the end.
Oh I did get the Dice Reference
Co do koncertu BG to Luna wspominala mi, ze tez idzie o__o Bawcie sie dobrze(:
Lunę raz w życiu widziałam. Rozmawiać, nie rozmawiałam z nią nawet jak w RO grała - więc trochę mi to wisi, tak szczerze XD
Na pewno będziemy :]